I texted Jason to see if he wanted to come out and play too. So he came by. And we all played. I introduced him to the guys, we drank beer, K even smoked a little. We ordered pizza, then went and picked up fried chicken. It was hilarious when they started racing each other and Parker's hamstrings got jacked up. I almost died laughing. Old men are like that, I said. All in all, I think I played about 3-4 hours worth of tennis, with lots of breaks in between drills to cool down. It was hot out.
I just got back, gonna hit the shower. I checked the mail. God I hate doing that now. Got another letter from John. I really don't want to hear from him anymore. He'll get the picture soon enough when I file for restitution. He can't afford it and he might stay in jail longer for it. So be it. I'm getting my affairs in order, paying old debts (Jason is one of them), paying old bills, and trying to maintain as clean a life as possible. I'm not going to be irresponsible about it anymore, all these obligations I have. But there is no way in hell I would ever take John back into my life. That would be the height of irresponsibility to my person, my mental and emotional health.
Anyhow, today is a good day :)
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