G Time

I cancelled Sunday plans with Rhetoric. I told him I was hurting, not ready for a relationship, not 100% emotionally well. He understood, but still wanted to hang out. I'm fine with that as long as he doesn't start taking up too much space. I need to weed out these guys, get more time for myself, and take better care of myself. I'm giving me away too much, too fast, too easily. Now I just want to take. I'm keeping Fonzi. He's the only one who makes me laugh. Everyone else is going by the way side. It's not my job to give. Now it's my job to lounge.