It's been the theme of the day. I've been rather sentimental all day today, though I can't really say why I feel this way. I reinstated Nye guy's cell phone number. I feel capable of not misusing it now. Before I just couldn't handle it, some sort of screw came loose inside my head. But now I'm okay. And I'm over him.
I was hoping for some company, but Brian evidently wasn't up to it. And I'm not really in a mood to call upon guys within the peripherals of my life. I'd rather spend time with someone whose company I enjoy in a very laid back way. Hmm... maybe I should find more Brians. LOL. Someone with whom I can do whatever, be whatever, chill however, and he'd do his own thing.... all in companionable silence. Except Brian is way too madly in love with his own company. Sigh.
I need more quality people in my life.... life is a treasure hunt. And I'm hunting for quality people. I'm glad to say I've been in love and it's been wonderful. It's been very painful, but well worth the pain for the pleasure and wisdom it has brought me. As for fools rushing in... no I don't want to rush into anything. I do want to be truly, madly, deeply in love again though.
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