Involvements

I'm trying to clear matters up with nodak.

Because I'm emotionally invested.
Because I would like this to go somewhere.
Because this is the first person in a long time that I feel is good for me.
Because I want to be in a healthy relationship, with a healthy person.

If this were some guy, some random dude, I wouldn't give two shits. Easy come, easy go, next. And sometimes I do need to remind myself of that - remind myself of my worth, what I am and am not willing to expend, to invest, further.

But this whole silence thing doesn't work well with me. If I withdraw, I don't come back. And he is withdrawing.... What am I to do? I feel like I'm being punished for something I didn't do.