I don't over imbibe often, but when I do I am filled with sorrow and pain. And I cry. I'm actually sobbing right now. And I mourn. Every relationship I've ever had I've given my heart and soul to. And I give and I give. And now I'm just empty. There's no nourishment to sustain me. I can't do this anymore.
I don't think its too much to ask to ask to be loved. But I don't think I've ever been. It's one thing to love, heart and soul. And its another to be so loved. I don't think I've ever been loved. Ever really. And so... every time I drink a bit much. I cry.
I think I should stop over drinking. But that doesn't solve the underlying issue does it. I should just stop loving. I always get the short end of the stick. I've always given my all. For so little in return.
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