Jobs? Perhaps

So I suddenly found myself without a job. Did I freak out? Did I panic? Did I stress out? No...

I am curiously detached from it all. And so far I've loved the time to myself. Yesterday after feeling a little lonely and bored, I tagged along with Mark G and helped him clean up one of the houses he's working on after lunch together. Then we went to group therapy together, then dinner with the others from therapy.

My head is all of a sudden full of ideas. Gaetano has been wanting me to come to Italy for months and months now. I kept telling him I don't have time. My vacation is usually for 2 stupid weeks and that's usually never enough time. But now... as long as I can cover my basic expenses here, I'm ready to go wherever.

Granted, I love my job too so if I find something interesting then I will definitely take it. But if its a meh, whatever kind of job, well I'd rather be frolicking around Europe and Asia.

All of a sudden I'm free as a bird. No cares, no worries. I'm not even looking forward to having a job so much. Ha. I like this. I like this devil-may-care attitude. I like not stressing and not giving a shit. It's marvelous.