apathique

I'm been feeling rather apathetic about people lately. It comes and it goes. My bro Mark says it's spring wave patterns and that I'll even myself out eventually. Ha. So cute. I think that way too :)

There's nothing new in wonderland over here... I did invite some jerk out for drinks - the Tango dude. Except I had forgotten he was such a jerk. When I asked him if he wanted to go out for drinks Thursday eve, he was like, "well I got this blues thing, but if I don't go to that, then yeah I'll come to your thing." Jackass.

I told him to not bother. Except idiot didn't even get it. I had to tell him it's off. Then I de-friended him lest I forget what a jerk he was AGAIN.

I'm prepping myself for a bit of a dry spell. I stopped contacting Fonzi since I started feeling tawdry about the booty calls. It's not like he's interested in anything other than sex. Plus I don't really give a shit anymore. As for B, well we all know we need some space. He's chatted me up on gmail chat some, but that's it. Been giving him and me plenty of space. Also... I just don't to hang out with anybody. At all.

George and me went to Yoshi's for a jazz show on Sunday and it was stupendous! Loved it. Saturday was all me on the couch all day long reading Game of Thrones: Song of Ice and Fire. Gooood stuff. I take back the don't wanna hang out with anybody thing... George is an exception. He always makes me laugh.

Last night, being Monday night, went over to Mark's place (the other Mark from therapy) and got caught up on Game of Thrones, the show. And ate some KFC even. Good times.

I've been carb counting... (maybe that's why I'm so apathetic)... looks like I'm down 40g of carbs per day at 1200 calories per day. Now this is me stuffing my face full of bacon, eggs, and god knows what else. I never knew how many calories I eat per day but 1200 seems like a lot. I'm barely over five feet tall, I don't need 1200 calories! Sheesh.