Guilty Conscience

I find myself in a quandary of my own making. And the only thing stopping me from fixing the problem is my damned guilt. I feel so guilty about the situation, since it was I who lead him on, I who put him through the wringer, and now I'm leading him on again. So... what's the best way to extricate myself?

With every "I love you" SMS, every "I miss you" email and every phone call I do not pick up, I become a little bit more disgusted with myself. But I dread the inevitable, the heartbreak I'm about to cause to a person who only wants to love me.

I need to sit the boy down and make a clean break.

Now though, I'm going to take a nap before I go tango-ing.